Putrajaya Misadventures

I have to admit than I am workaholic.

I struggle to have a balance life. Over the years, I think I could discard extra dose of restlessness  when I deal with work issues.

Can't help it. Often, I became the close companion to long hours, dreaded extra maddening and piling files.

Maybe because I like to work according to my own sweet time.

Work fast enough, but not too fast, as it will somehow make me go crazy. 

i got my own wedding to worry about in 3 weeks, and somehow I'm still negotiating over my weekend job.

and the colour of my room, the ribbons for the flower girls basket and furniture for the new house.

i wanna take a long week off in december.. soon! 

Last weekend, we celebrated Eid after the blessed Ramadhan has gone.

I went back to my parents hometown in Kelantan and Terengganu spend the weekend traveling and visiting relatives, including going around the town with my husband to be.My friend joked about my last raya being single and will be spending my next raya with the new family and entering motherhood and what not. 

There's nothing to be upset about, well losing the freedom of single status in a few days time very soon.

We were both happy while we spent our raya together  and watching our parents having a conversation together actually made us feel a lot better and amazed looking at their chemistry. Thank God, if everything goes well, we hope all is well for our family, after all its a good thing to extend the silaturahim between Muslims right?

 And such wonderful moments have to end so soon, I am back in the office on the fifth of raya, answeing calls and taking over my clerks jobs like nobody's business. We all make sacrifices, even though I longed to make a few more appointments to arrange for my wedding, and paint my room, I still feel my presence in the office is pretty vital.

But a week off before the wedding is a must, and I have to force myself to leave this very desk and plan for my big day soon. 

Yesterday I received my PTK transcript, and yes I pass the exam. Alhamdulillah.

 It was pure luck for me, considering I didn't do much studying and revising before that. I remember, I was so into planning my engagement that I almost forgot I had to sit for the exam the  next day.

But thanks to the pre revision and thorough reading I did two years ago, before I join the civil service. Thanks to a bundle of Prime Minister's speeches, which I grew obsessed reading during past time back then.

 So, where does it lead to now?

 One of the requirements for the next promotion is too pass the exam. Ok la Aras 3, Kalau Aras 4 boleh dapat anjakan gaji sekali. But I can just be completely happy with it now.

Will I be considered for the next promotion?

 There are so many possibilities to it, I can't really tell.

 If I stay, I knew the amount of work and efforts I have to contribute for the future administration of the division.

It is a good prospect for me, although you might have the tendency to feel bored because of the same nature of business.

But one good thing is, handling scholarships,the allocation and the students are not easy.

But I learn to be a better person here.

Maybe six months after this, who knows?